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Eternal Return - Digital Release

by Royal Holland

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1.
The Maze 05:21
The secrets are all told by rustling leaves, but no one knows just who they’re telling We do believe the words will hold a key, but no one knows the door that it will open But if you ^2 would just say those words to me, I would give back all the phrases that I’ve stolen It’s simple but it’s so hard to explain, how easily we get lost out in the open ^3 You’ll see what you want to see, You’ll hear what you want to hear ^4 The walls are slowly closing in, or else we’re walking through them as if they’re even there. The rooms are all full of swollen air, but no one shows a desire to force them open The doors are all closed with anxious care, and our fear grows the storms hidden behind them But if I could just peek in on you ^2 there ^8 , I would give back all the glimpses that I’ve stolen Then the doors would all open up to me and we would see all the things that are worth knowing. ^c You’ll see what you want to see, You’ll hear what you want to hear The walls are slowly closing in, or else we’re walking through them as if they’re even there.
2.
Statues 04:53
It seems to me, like we struggle to be We are like statues brought to life by the thunder and a scream Of a mother who is down to her last dollar on this Earth Crouched over fires in which she sees that her life ain't what it’s worth Days follow days follow night and again ^0 We hide the truth in their wake Nights swell with hopes that the days burn away Leaving behind what we then take But I’ll try everything to hold on to anything That keeps me warm when I’m stoic and frozen I’ll keep chiseling away at everything Until I can see the perfect form ^g So, why do we stand devoted to our courtyard demise We’ll fade away as the time erodes the cosmos in our eyes ^b When we could follow titans on a road to hell and back We’d torch the devils ^A in hopes to steal back All the courage that we lack.
3.
Program 03:26
I long to be free of this lowly station The base frequency, miscalculated obligation I’m pounding against, all the corners I find myself in But, the program is bound, to ^L the body in which it sits ^M This mantra believe, You’re the product of your own vision Message receive ^5, You can’t output more than you’re given I’m pounding against, all the corners I find myself in But, the program is bound to the body in which it sits This body is a binding contract with me This body is compiling lines terminally ^6
4.
Demimonde 03:44
You were standing in the kitchen by the sink Light was streaming through your hair just like a breeze but, you didn’t notice me there You lifted up your hand toward your face and brushed away the locks draping your brow You seemed as if you were falling through the room She’s not falling, she’s only teaching me how to fall ^7 Your ghost escaped and caught me looking on It passed through me and whispered in my ear “You’re not supposed to hear this” I looked at you again but you had changed Your face was firm and your eyes had turned dark I got lost in them one last time.
5.
Shore 03:26
Here it comes, another swell, dragging me down into the drink I’m not sure but knowing my heart it will sink Please let me down gently now Here it comes, another drink, dragging me down into a deep sleep I’m not sure, but knowing my heart it will weep Please let me down gently now There is a sea ^8 deep inside of me I don’t know what it’s for I cross the wave almost every night, in hopes just to find a shore ^c
6.
The Grave 04:25
I’m just hanging out, watching as the time slips off the clock. Wondering if it’s gonna stop Days keep floating by full of minutes that are never quite on time. Stack themselves into a life But is it long enough? Vega ^9 save me now, ‘cuz I’m not sure that I remember how, and I’m folded ^a in half So, lay your body down. Take your sacred vow to cover me. I think that’s all I really need But is it strong enough? I was busy staring in the void ^0 Someone said you were looking for me I’m just scraping by day after day Seeing if there’s anything worth to save Falling from the cradle to the grave ^7 Death’s just there waiting anxiously for me
7.
Flamingo 04:35
Wingspan; the size of a ghostly corpse, swoop overhead, Flamingo You’ll not be tamed by our mockery, beast of the wild, Flamingo Oh, how we nullify the greatness you comprise, by caricature, Flamingo Fly over me. Wail out your decree. Never let me be, Flamingo We pile on all of this, so we can keep forgetting, that we’re frail and ill equipped for these lives we’re barely living So never let me be. Remind me of the killing; that beast inside of me that flies free if I’m willing, and I’m willing
8.
We’ve lost our ways and don’t know where to find ‘em Built towers so tall that we’ll never climb them Sent them up to god but he don’t want ‘em So, we decided we would take that duty from him Want everything but don’t know where we’ll put it But, we won’t go to sleep until we’ve got it And, when we do sleep we cannot even have dreams ‘Cause if we did we’d end up being happy And, that’s what scares the happiness out of us That one day we might not have to buy one more thing To build a massive doomed and burning mountain And, at its peak a paper mausoleum We focus on the rancor of the factions And, forget that we all once were little babies And, that one day we learned to hate another person And, to be afraid of every passing moment And, to forget to feel the warm sun on our faces Or, to hold the hand of someone that we care for And, we start to think that this is what is normal Can’t hear the whispers of what has come before us And, the humming in our bones is deathly quiet And the earth she turns and becomes truly angry And she scorns with all the harshness of her glory And, she tells that there have been some before us And, that there will be others once we are forsaken And she begs us to stop tearing down our brothers And destroying ourselves by destroying others And a small child has but one word on her tongue And she’s singing it in hopes that we can still hear So let’s follow her into the cold morning As the ache of time caresses our demeanor If we’d only open up our eyes in the darkness We’d remember that we once lit the fire

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The first Royal Holland LP - Eternal Return is a moment in time captured live to tape, then pressed to vinyl. But you can listen to it here too if you want. The liner notes hold some keys to the mystery presented by the Royal Holland multi-verse.

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released May 3, 2020

Produced by Brian Olive & Royal Holland
Recorded Live & Mixed by Brian Olive @ Mt. Saturn Northside, OH
Mastered by Mike Montgomery
Drums - Matt Retherford
Bass - Charlie Fox
Lead Guitar - Brandon Losacker
OmniHarp - Margaret Darling
Back Up Vox - Freedom Nicole Moore & the Valkyries
Rhythm Guitar and Vox - Royal Holland
Üllr the Flamingo Sorceress on "Flamingo" - played by Freedom Nicole Moore

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Royal Holland Dayton, Ohio

Dreamy Synth Folk Rock songs about loss and love.

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